A culmination of my life in the form of sounds, pictures, words and smells. Topics ranging from design to technology, to sushi to androgyny. No filters here, judgments left at the door. Be Free. Be edutained.
…and at that moment, she became free. When the fear had gone, and she learned not to care, and she realized that at any moment she could lose everything including her life — the desire to feel and be in the moment became more important than the desire for (fear-based) survival.
I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.
_ Stephen Chbosky (via kushandwizdom)
Lust is what we know so we automatically go to the point of resistance which always causes the pain.
However we never know,
Cause our hearts been deceptive
And we aren’t truly able to tell
The sunshine from the rain.
Does it take a fight to find some sort of comfort,
Or does it come naturally where the ease isn’t questioned into a bias…
The voices are always screaming from the past telling us to free from every situation,
But it can’t be to the point of constant matriculation to the place where what we believe becomes a permanent situation.
From those we don’t want to be like, and they can’t tell you where to go
Because they are still trying to go themselves.
Love is the key here, true crazy whole hearted love that takes action and does the things that don’t make sense to anyone….
It just allows you to be your best self in your life to best represent the Creator, God, Universe…
Whatever you want to call him/her/them….
We have enough of everyone else, be yourself. Live your life.
Remember you can have whatever you want, go after it whole heatedly and just…. Be.
If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.”- Richard Bach – Yeah?.. well fuck that shit and fuck Richard Bach. Do you honestly think, I have the time to meet someone, click, grow an attachment, fall in love, deeply in love, I’m not talking your average crush, I’m talking, going back to the days where we used to write love letters from long distances type of love, the “making a cup of tea and blowing it until its warm enough for them to drink” type of love… to have a soul connection, miss them, crave them, submit to them, etc.. just to let them go in the future. Wdf. Listen, if it’s gotton deep enough for me to fall into that type of love, I’m not letting you go. Fuck, I hate this generation of replacers. If something goes wrong, instead of fixing it, we replace, or let it go or some other dumb shit. No. Richard Bach, who is divorced, I will not take advice from you. As long as it isn’t toxic and unhealthy, I am not letting go.